It's here !
It's kind of pathetic because there's limited features of blogger...
Hence,I would recommend the one featured in my links..
It's a much better fansite..
Plus,it has just changed its layout~
My computer is just so weird..
I mean the internet connection...
I really don't know how to complete my homework...
It seems a endless pile...
Yet,some people can complete everything when they didn't do any during the holidays
and manage to submit it all in...o_O
Just wish to QUIT my life now...
;;2:59 pm
It's quite old though and easy too...
I know some of you took it for fun,but thanks anyway...
I've got a lot of stuff to do this week...
I've got to rush everything before my hospital attachment begins...
Down with flu currently...
Giving my room(or rather just my study area and bed) a makeover!
For the year 2006...
30+ days left before school starts for 2006...
...4e5
...'O' LEVELS
...TONS OF STUDYING
...Lots of homework left to do>.<
;;11:25 am
I think there are really very little great people around us in our daily lives...
I mean I can admit that I'm not great too...
But there are simply just some people who think they are FANTASTIC...
And it's them who will lose out some things in the end...
I'm NOT kind,weak,tolerant anymore...
If i don't speak,it doesn't mean I don't have a say or a stand...
I shall treat people the way they treat me now...
If they treat me like dirt,I will do the same...
I'm not writing in colourful text now....
Just influenced by the colourful world...
Though some people might just puke at my blog...
;;1:00 pm
Requests for layouts are open,and it would be better if an image is provided...
Well,on my life now...
Sometimes,I feel very uncomfortable being left out or ignored...
I feel very EXTRA,like trying to 'squeeze in' when I simply cannot...
Yet,nobody tries to make me feel that I'm accepted...
Times have changed a little now...
Or I could have become an outcast...
But incidents like this still do happen...
What do I do about it?
I can still persist BUT I actually hate doing that...
Like I'm sticking to some people like glue...
But anyway,I'm used to being LEFT OUT...
Just help by paying a LITTLE more attention to me...
I only asking for a little....
;;10:26 am
AAA has a new layout and single called 'Dragon Fire'...
Plus they are ALL dressed in Chinese(Oriental) clothing!~
I'm getting a new layout soon...most probably AAA or something not so anime...
Special:Attack All Around BLOODonFIRE mini characters!
Maple version
Candybar doll version
Original Picture is here!
;;6:34 pm
It was quite tiring..
And my father bought me a pair of [C]Levi's JEANS!
I didn't look at the price tag before buying...
So,when I found out that it was S$129+...
o_O!..but at least it had a 10% discount...
Currently I'm creating a BLOODonFIRE blogskin...
I'm not satisfied with this layout I'm using now...
Also BLOODonFIRE is quite old since its release in September..
BUT..Singapore doesn't have the CD or DVD HERE!>.<
A new single of AAA is coming up and is called DRAGON FIRE..
I'm beginning to lose interest in blogging because more people seem to get more bored to death reading my blog...
Plus there's still many days of holidays left...
;;10:01 am
I wished I had something I'm good at....
Like dancing,as featured in 'Rainbow Connection'...
And Jasmine(my friend) asked me about tomorrow...
And I was like,'what is tomorrow?'
And the answer is CAMPUS SUPERSTAR AUDITION...
Well,I can't join because:
-My mother doesn't allow/want it
-My older sister says that we are just ordinary people
-and she also says that my voice isn't good enough...
-most of the people just believe I can't be the ONE...
I mean,if you don't even try/join,you don't even KNOW what would be the result...
Maybe I join AVEX ARTIST ACADEMY when I'm older and when I have more money...
AAA blogged two times today,however,I was not at home...so I couldn't 'see' the 'LIVE' blogging to feel that they are really there in Japan...
Really grateful to ALL who read my blog especially those who let me know of your existence...
;;8:59 pm
How's my new layout?And I want to create more layouts but I don't think they will be well-received since I didn't put in much effort like in the past,where I make as many layout as possible...
By the way,you can request layouts from me...as long as you think my standard is good enough...
P.S:Though we have the 'Speak Chinese' campaign now,I'm telling myself to speak English as much as possible except when I'm at home...And currently,I'm staying at home most of the time-=.=-
;;10:46 am
Actually,I wanted it to be vertical instead of horizontal....but there was more empty space for the vertical one...so,used this one...
I'm not really satisfied with this skin...but at least,I've got a new layout!
And the best part about my layout is that I created it with my own hands...making me like it furthermore...
I also booked my Harry potter movie tickets!~
However,my second Harry Potter layout got 99 downloads currently..
1 more to 100...
Maybe one day,I should show that I LOVE myself a lot by snapping wide-eyed and kawaii photos(which is OBVIOUSLY not me) after seeing some other people do this...
And yeah,people younger than me seem so much mature-looking than me because they look like adults(in the case of the photo snapping)...
And soon,I will become the third in the family if my younger sister keeps growing...YEAH!~Solution to ageing:Make everyone look older than you...
;;12:57 pm
=.=Really desperate for a new blogskin for myself...but can't seem to have inspiration or what so ever...
Maybe if I have no choic,I'll use others' blogskins...
I'm online the whole day and I keep telling myself to do my homework but my reply will be:'Later'...So,I'm delaying my time...
My assignment for TODAY:
-1 English Comprehension
-2 'Dip in the Poole' Stories
In addition,reports for English Project...
So far,I have (half of it)done 1 piece of work,which is physics assignment,forced myself to do it yesterday...PHEW!(^3^)
;;3:55 pm
However I did not miss out my favourite Japanese songs....AND I can't believe they have got 'SMILY' by Ai Otsuka there!!I sang it twice....
I really didn't expect it and Ayumi's 'STEP YOU' to be there because they were recent songs released this year only...AHH!~I'm so HAPPY!~
BUT I discover that my singing is really not so fantastic...makes me think about 'Campus Superstar' again,which is sad because I won't be able to make my dreams become reality(as if they can!)...so,GOOD LUCK to all participants and hence,you will have one less competitor,as well as less time to wait...
I have already planned out my homework timetable(which I won't follow and become pointless)....then I realise that i only have a few weeks and a month before my secondary 4 year starts!
Thus,I can't relax and rest;X(
Going to watch 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire' latest by this week!Preferably the day it opens though there's a preview on the night before the opening date....
;;4:56 pm
I realise that I'm rather used to speaking in English now...and I feel strange speaking in Chinese especially to those who often speak to me in English...
I guess I'm materialistic on the outside,but I'm still very much naive and impractical in the sense that I'm not materialistic...I still believe in a lot of things that many would not,though I appear otherwise....
P.S:My mother asked me not to join 'Campus superstar'...so I guess i'll have to give it up....Maybe it's better this way,it will stop me from further daydreaming...
;;7:52 pm
Anyway,this weekend is filled with activites....so,I may not have the time to blog....but I try to...
I can't believe time has passed so quickly...from the time I was in a new class of 3e5,and now moving to our final year in the school...
I'm looking for a new layout..but I'm using my own works...
I mean,if I don't support myself,who will?
And by the way,if you want to see the faces of 3e5,you could check out eve's blog because she has a whole collection of our photos..LOL...
;;5:00 pm
I'm really thankful for a smooth sailing school life in 3e5...
I have got lots of activites for the holidays and lots of assignments to complete... Anyway,just take a step at a time...
I came across this guy(shown below) and he's called 'cloud strife' or something like that...from 'Final Fantasy Advent Children'..too bad that he's not real,because he's quite good-looking...
P.S:Playing 'SEAWEED FIST' aka 'Hai Dai Quan' with people nowadays..a bit lame but fun!~I'm changing my blog layout soon!
;;8:18 pm
Okay..I realised that I really like to think...even when I'm about to fall asleep...So,I will tend to talk to my mind...and appear quiet to others...for nobody can comment on what I'm thinking since they don't know what's on my mind...
Ever felt how small and tiny you are?(psychological)
Have you experienced it before?It is a unpleasant feeling,isn't it?
Maybe you and I can do our best to prevent this by being humble?For it hurts the person a lot when he/she feels inferior...
To think of it,there's not much things that make us feel that we are ALMIGHTY about(in ordinary lives)...
And you don't have to show your superiority to let others be aware of it...
;;3:30 pm
Maybe I'm just waiting for the 'Campus superstar' audition and make my dream come true...but it won't become reality...The greater my expectations,the greater the disappointment,so just take a step at a time...
I just seem to live in a world of fantasy...abandoning the REAL world...I think I should stop doing so,and make my world of fantasy become a world of reality..
;;12:27 pm
Who can join: Any uniformed student in a secondary school, ITE, pre-U & junior college. You must remain a student throughout the entire competition (i.e, from now till April 2006).
Registration & Auditions: Registration and on-the-spot open audition will be held at Bishan Junction 8 (Level 3, Top of the 8) on Saturday Nov 19 and Sunday Nov 20.
Dress code: Contestants must come in their school uniforms. Students below 18 require parental consent.Successful contestants will go through a 2nd round of audition, after which 24 contestants (12 Male 12 Female) will enter the Quarter Finals. The show will begin on January 2, 2006.
So....should I join?
It's an open audition like Star Idol,where everyone can see you...that means a lot of courage...I thought it will be cool to become the next BoA but I don't think I like be 'THE ONE' among the whole youth population of Singapore...and I will probably be very disappointed if I can't even get into the second round...
Another Big PROBLEM:I am better in Japanese and Korean songs than Chinese ones!~I'm not good-looking either...
I shouldn't be thinking so much though,I should do that only when I REALLY JOIN and get in...
Maybe YOU should give it a shot too~
Make good use of this school holidays to turn your dream into reality!
;;1:07 pm
Erm...I know this is stupid but the idea kind of popped into my head....sounds like someone who has been waiting for somebody to appear...for example in "Pride" and "Prince who turns into a Frog"...
Today is a exhausting school day as we had 2hours+ chinese lessons and 2 hours of a.maths involving a lot of brain juice....LOL...
The 1st week of bridging has passed..but this is just the beginning...there's 5 full schooldays next week...with the report book and holiday homework coming up after that...
Bye for now....have a fun weekend....and I can watch some kidscentral shows tomorrow since tuition has already ended for the year!~LOL...
;;3:50 pm
Tomorrow's holiday again...get to sleep late and delay my homework..kept encouraging myself to buck up for my holiday homework as well as my bridging programme at school...but it seems I don't seem to bother when I reach home...
Tonight got 'Prince who turns into a frog'...YEAH~
I still have another week of bridging and there's so holiday that week!>.<
And I'm in holiday mood currently...how do i concentrate?!
I have yet to polish up my English too....
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